Salaams,
In The Name of Allah, The Most Merciful, The Most Gracious.
My SV’s mother passed away last Saturday. He was devastated, naturally, and I will be immensely grateful if the readers could present Al-Fatihah to the deceased. Al- Fatihah. He is still in Istanbul, and I for one will never know when we will have a meeting again. But I trust him when he said that everything will be all right and we will able to catch up with all the works. Don’t worry Sir, you will meet her again, sooner or later.
I haven’t updated this little neglected blog for a while, in which it is uncharacterised. In a way, I think, I'm dead too. I was planning to bury myself, and waited until the ghastly hurt of the funeral is over before I manage to summon all the power of self-will and continue on living. Yes, that dramatic, I could never enunciate it more profoundly. As my friend put it conveniently, it is a small kiamat. It has destroyed everything that I hold dearly, especially the faith. It was a hideous nightmare, and I will be lying if I tell the readers if it is over. It is nearly over, and I think it will never be over if I couldn’t draw the will to fight through an unbelievable means.
I am watching Hitman Reborn introduced by a lovely friend, in which again, it is so uncharacterised of me. I prefer dramas, the real living people act and show emotions: love, hurt, ego, pride, jealousy. Thus, it is safe to say that this is the first anime that I watch seriously, with patience and endurance. I’m famous with my short attention span, where I try to cure it for many years, but eventually come to the term that I am born like that.
What is so special about this anime? Since this is the first time I involve with this world, it is more than a little unfair to compare and contrast it with other anime shows. What I can say is: even though it is hedonic, I think, the show has restored my faith, my belief, my hope. The revivals of the willpower, the inner strength and the fortitude are amazingly the results of watching this show. My dear readers, as you know, there are billions paths towards Allah swt, and Alhamdulillah, instead of feeling guilty after watching it like other shows, I feel quietly rejuvenate. The past events are the trials and kifarah, I'm reflecting and repenting.
Resolution, is everything. And the rings will never be brightly flamed if the resolution is at its worse, weak and shallow. Go with the unfaltering and unwavering faith, Nur. Draw the strength from Tsuna, the No-Good Tsuna who has miraculously changed into the best fighter. Majecticly incredible.
*Images are from the PostSecret*

