IZIN

Salams,

Lagi 12 hari akan ke London, untuk menemui sahabat lama Anis. Tiket masih belum dibeli, penginapan belum dicari. Baru sahaja menelefon Abah untuk memohon izin turun ke London, Abah sudah tergelak marah. Ya, saya tahu sahaja nada gelak marahnya. Dan ya, pasti, kene marah lagi. Bertubi-tubi soalan mengenai keperluan turun ke London. Aduhai.

Adik menulis, Kak, Abah macam marah sahaja Akak ke Dundee. Semasa scene itu menelefon meminta izin ke Dundee itu, Adik, Abah dan Bonda berada di dalam kereta. Pastinya, saya dimarahi ke Dundee. Akibatnya, mood tidak berapa bagus, ditambahi dengan keperluan menambah baiki penulisan saya. Pasti jua Adik mendengar bebelan Abah mengenai saya ke Dundee. Takper Dik, Manchester United menang.

Ya, degil jua saya ini. London! Tunggu saya.

DUNDEE II

alams,

Still around Dundee. Dundee is beautiful, they have the sea too! Envy me. They have so many parks, and I am beginning to think that I need parks in my life.

The city seems like Preston, and Along, I miss our time together too. As my friends put it, we need sunshines to make the pictures look pretty, and as we know, I need the sunshines the most when my heart is gloomy.

DUNDEE I

Salams,

We spend a day in Dundee city, where the sun shines so brightly, but it is really humid. Maybe it is my first outing on the hot day, and I really feel uncomfortable. But, what a day we have. The daffodils smile beautifully, and the sky sings so happily.

I wish you are here to witness such a majestic day.

DAFFODILS

Salams,

I love daffodils, always. No matter how much I try to love other flowers, except tulips, I always go for these beauties. It does have certain unfathomable attractions, subhanAllaah, that draw people like us. Nowadays, it has been blossoming everywhere. And what magical about these flowers is, it always bows to the opposite direction of the sunshines. Just like us.

On the way to Scotland, we see a carpet of rapeseed plants, a majestic yellow blanket. Not that I have ever taste the canola oil due to its unavailability in Durham city, but I would love to try one, later in the future insyaAllah. I want to see a carpet of bluebells in Wendover Woods on the Oxfordshire/Buckinghamshire, playing with the wood pixies and dancing with the blue fairies under the blue mushroom. Isn't it nice?

These pictures are for you, may it bring something surprisingly wonderful in you life, right now, right here.

SPRING

Assalamualaikum

Buat sahabat yang selalu ku cari untuk mengisi kekurangan ku, bukan untuk mengisi kekosongan ku. Untuk santapan roh ku. Yang sentiasa di hati dan takkan pernah mati.

Apakah khabar sahabatku? Ceriakah anda disana?

Today’s weather is 1 Celsius. As I’m in my comfy, in my room, writing to u, I don’t know how cold the outside is. But the weather is absolutely brilliant. Beautiful. The sun is shining, and my heart is also singing, I’m becoming sick of thinking how my heart has became so much dependent on the sun to be happy.

The weather cannot be trusted you know, fully trusted. Even when the sun is shining so arrogantly, it is very2 cold outside there. I have to be a penguin again, but thank God, I don’t have any urgent things to do today, I can put it off for today I mean. Ah! Miss Procrastination!

I went to the university last Friday, and it was absolutely cold, but again, the weather was deceiving everyone, thinking that the sun was out, the sky was cloudless, but it was actually windy, so windy. I couldn’t walk as normal walk, as the wind kept blowing at me, and at one time, I have to stand, or otherwise the wind will swipe me off- thank God, I have put an extra weight-otherwise I’ll be flying!

I forget of what actually I want to write. But as spring is here, everyone's mood is lighter, and happiness is everywhere. I hope too, that the happiness resides in your beautiful, beautiful heart.

KAMU II

Aku jadi penasaran,

melihat cantiknya hatimu.

Aku jadi cemburu,

dengan kamu,

yang sentiasa dilimpahi rasa tawakal,

ujian dianggap kifarah,

cinta dianggap anugerah,

mati dianggap indah.

KAMU

Aku jadi malu,

melihatmu,

atau mendengar tentang mu,

kapankan aku menjadi sepertimu?

kamu,

yang sungguh-sungguh Syurga dambakan.