Thursday, 27 January 2011


Bismillah hirRahman nirRahiim,


Kullu am wa antum bikhair.

Moga-moga kamu berada di dalam jalan-Nya. Meskipun pahit untuk tetap berada di jalan-Nya, saya doakan kita tetap sama-sama melangkah, biar mungkin terpaksa mengesot, atau merangkak, tetaplah kedua belah kakimu, sahabat. Biarkan magis doa-doa kita berterbangan di angkasa raya.

A friend wrote to me - hahha tu la saya heran camner awak tulis tanpa faham conceptual framework tapi memang ada conceptual framewrok and theorotical framework dalam paper awk.

At first I was puzzled and humbled, but I totally understand now what are meant by conceptual framework and literature review. But we also have an econometric modelling. However, I'm just a beginner. For thus who see that I'm a somebody in my area, please don't be. All is from Him, and Him alone should all the praises go to. And if you need any helps, in any areas, please feel free to ask.

After helping a friend in checking her thesis which is about designing a crime preventive measure in term of building physical environment (house design etc etc), I'm more than convinced that I love the crime topic more than anything. Such a comical life that I lead.

There was a political unrest in Tunisia, and it has been spreading to Egypt, Yemen and Gabon. Well-done, at last the young generations dare to stand up and fight for the right. I wonder, will this situation happen in Malaysia? Some bloggers write that instead of changing the government, why don't we improve the current government and governance? Heck, have they read 'SHIT' book by Prof. Shahnon Ahmad? The current generation has been anesthetized by many hedonistic programs, resulting in indifferent attitudes.

I realize, indeed it is true that we need a village to raise a child. Remember that Allah swt has prescribed the best way to teach people: By (the Token of ) Time (through the ages); Verily Man is in Loss, Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy. (103)

It's Friday already! And I haven't finish doing things that I'm supposed to do. For the past few days, the weather decides to be somber grey, and it's raining almost everyday. The sun doesn't even show him pretty self, and somehow, it makes me sad beyond reasons. *sigh* The motivation to do something has been lost, owh Sun, you, you!

My 'roh' has paid several visits to many people today. Sometimes friends claim that I never remember them, as I never bother to keep in touch. What a harsh word. Well well well, let me tell you something, I do, I do remember you, with all my heart. Before, when I remember someone, I just remember. But now, I make a prayer - To Allah swt, The Most Merciful, The Most Gracious, please protect Mr./Miss/Madam X, guide him/her to your straight path, show him/her your mercy, shower him/her with your bountiful blessings, forgive her/him, and grant him/her paradise.

See? I do remember you. Dalam sujud-sujud dan doa rabitah ku. Dan kayak nya, gue ngga peduli kalau kamu ngga ingat sama gue, kerana gue mahu Tuhan Yang Maha Penyayang itu peduli sama gue. Dan ditakdir-Nya kamu ingat pada gue, alhamdulillah. Kalau tidak, ya, baik-baik sahaja. Tapinya, gue sangat berharap doa gue tentang kamu terus naik ke arasyi tanpa hijab. Because, just because.